since past few months i've been thinking of wearing skirt.. well, actually this idea came up from a friend's suggestion. he said that i should be more feminine. yesterday i went to PGC (Pusat Grosir Cililitan) with my aunt, to look for some skirts. been through so many stores, been seen so many motives but nothings fit me! frustated, then i went to maternity store. they got some pregnant skirts made of jeans. i tried one. surprisingly, it fitted me. then the storekeeper showed me the left side of the skirt. she said, "if your pregnancy is getting bigger, u can loosen this string. it's made of rubber" i was like "fuck! now she must be thinking i'm pregnant!" then she loosen the rubber and the front of the skirt was also loose a bit.. then i left after she said that.
it's hard to look for some outfit when you're size is FAFA size. :( i think i need to start diet or fasting or working out. i wish i were 25 kgs slimmer.. well actually i'm not that fat! big only on certain parts of my body like thigh, butt,... oh, once Miranti told me when i asked her if my stomach is big, "your boobs are bigger than your belly" and she still considered that as an OK hehehe :D
so after a veryyyy looooong search... finally got this two skirts that fit me. not the best cut or motives, but like i first said, they're the only skirts that fit me! lol.. at first they cost Rp135,000 each (from a different store). after some bargaining i got Rp80,000 for the grey one and Rp85,000 for the purple one. *but hell i still consider it as EXPENSIVE!!*
thing that becomes my question is, "will i have guts to wear them?" :s
